
#11 <3
I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT
I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT.
I REALLY REALLY NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT.
I FEEL SO FAT AND UPSET AND UNHAPPY NOW.
i dont know why i cant stop eating.
i get so pissed over these weight issues then i EAT MORE to make myself feel better, it works for a short while, before i get even more upset by the excess calories i took in.
I eat so much everyday.
I literally stuff chocolate cookies into my mouth, i eat chocolates at an amazing fast rate, i chew and swallow really fast as though im fighting with time to eat everything i have on my hand.
I snack alot. REALLY ALOT. there are so much food in the drawer, you name it i have it
from australia' arnotts to japanese pockys and kitkats, instant noodles of many kinds, Chocolates and more Chocolates, sometimes its even worse when i BUY CAKES FOR SUPPER.
I can fit it 5 full meals a day! I spend more time eating than i sleep!
I crave for Sushi Tei every week, if not it would be WAFFLES, FASTFOOD, PASTA, FRIED UNHEALTHY WESTERN almost every other day.
I eat so much that I can seriously put up a damn good food blog stuffed with fats.
LIKE NOW IM CRAVING FOR PIZZA, BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTT I JUST ATE ALOT JUST NOW HAIZ.
can someone really staple my stomach or teach me to lose like 7kg?
else i will freaking need to go for a bariatric surgery really soon.
:(
im 21.


Tokyo had been pretty fun, .... but very expensive due to the rising inflation.
Cant wait to go there again, would be by tour next time cos cabfare is so crazy there
Always end up taking cabs cos taking trains would be too time consuming.
one trip of 10 mins, ard SGD 20 plus?
zzzzzzz
Anw,
Day 1
- Reached Tokyo ard 6am, took the hotel transfer to our hotel.
- Checked into Hilton Hotel at Shinjuku where we took a nap till afternoon.
- Roppongi Hills for lunch at this Chinese restaurant.
- To Ginza for Burberry Blue Label & Chanel, disappointed cos Burberry Sg has almost the same stuff here but cheaper. Chanel didnt even carry the tote there yet.
Day 2
- Breakfast at the hotel. breakfast per pax cost SG60, that equates to a lunch at Carousel maybe.
- Joined a day tour with a damn eccentric old man as the guide.
- Went up Mt Fuji, there was dirt filled snow there and reallllly cold, nice though cos we managed to have a sneak at the peak when the clouds went by.
- After lunch at this ski resort, we went over to Hakone for a ferry ride before doing some shopping. Me got a Kuromi while the boy got his tomicas, almost resulted in us lost from rest of the group.
- Took some scary cable car ride up to a mountain top, nothing much just the typical cold and dry air.
- Back to Hakone town. where we took the Shinkansen (bullet train) back to Tokyo. Okay, its really damn fast, 20 mins to get back to Tokyo. :)
- Took the rail back to Shinjuku where we had dinner at this basement yakitori restauarant that serves really nice almond tofu.
Day 3
- Off to Harajuku after breakfast. okay, this place is the best place for teenagers there i guess? okay it is. it had nice cutesy cafes and restaurants that sell the prettiest cakes ever to HP, APC, Visvim, X-girl xoxo!
- Anw it started snowing when we were in Harajuku, so beautifulllllll. I got a sweater and other small stuff there, boy got tees. we spent alot of time there eating pretty stuff.
Day 4
- Disneyland. the cab fare alone was alr SGD400 plus to and fro Disneyland. Initally we though of chartered transport but the hotel staff said it was "very very expensive", SGD1600
-____-. Disneyland was so packed! we went eating nice crepes and churros of different flavours and walking ard. okay, it totally beats the HK Disneyland hands down. No wonder people always say once u have been to the Tokyo Disneyland you wouldnt wanna go to the HK one, and its true! there have so many more lands, shows and rides. we had enough patience to go for a 3D show, only because we didnt have to queue as we had special seats for EL headsets.
- Went on a search at EVERY giftstore for Ugly, currently my favourite cartoon character after H. Kitty & Kuromi, sadly we only managed to find a damn expensive pen with its face but i got it anw, for memories sake ah. i think its unpopular maybe cos everyone thinks it ugly, me think so too but i love it stillll. got damn cutesy button covers. Oh, and we had very vey nice terriyaki chicken legs!!!!
- Off to Shinjuku Takashimaya after disneyland where we had dinner at this Thai restaurant with a super blur thai waiter. random, but theres a a pretty high population of mainland chinese working there. imagine YEN to RMB, wow.
-And we found UGLYYYYY, right in Takashimaya.
Day 5
- 2nd trip to Harajuku to get those shoes that we were contemplating on earlier. Me and the boy bought two Japan Limited Ed converses! Mine was damn unique its the canvas shoes with wedges. Just what i have been looking for since 5959393 days back. bought another pair of boots too.
- UT for tees.
- And they had this really aswesome building, Kiddy Land or smthg, like many levels with different cartoons/brands of toys each floor. imagine one whole floor of H.Kitty!
- Went back to the hotel to rest.
- Had dinner at Chinese restaurant in the hotel, SDG1000 for 4 pax. most expensive dinner throughout the trip.
Day 6
- Shinjuku Isetan, for tidbits.
-Off to the airport there was nice soba there lol.
-Slept throughout the whole flight, then back at SG.
what life is all about. :)
14/2 loveeeee! <3
new love.
Bei Tou checked. Wu Fen Pu checked. Disneyland checked. Avenue of Stars checked. The Peak checked. Macau checked. Food, Shopping all checked checked checked! :) 
Ximending checked.


Jiu Fen checked.

Shilin Night Market checked.



hiak hiak hiak
off to Taiwan x Hong Kong in 2 hours!
xoxo

:(
my body system, my body, my mood. :( :( :(
okay, we caught WildChid on Friday night after the Jap.
The movie was GOOD GOOD GOOD TO THE MAX.
my favourite type of chick flickssssssss.
i was so surprised Alden enjoyed the show too becos not all guys i know are suckers for such.
but yeah it was really worth watching im gonna get the dvd!
we had a long walk around town after the movie and i guess that was the best part of the night
weather was good, streets were empty, best was my company. <3!
we went over to the boy's new place yday and today.
the whole house was really nicely done and his room has this very good view where the boy can whistle at fat uncles and flabby old women.
i think he wants to throw eggs at ugly looking kids too o.O
anw the location is so good its practically a 1min distance (if u are not strolling that is) from his place to the mrt station.
went to T3 for dinner in the evening earlier.
hit the Candy Empire for my Reese Cups and we met this girl with an even deeper voice than me imagine!
it was damn funny the way i reacted totally didnt mean it the boy geh geh ask me to stop all the nonsense but in fact he was gayly laughing to himself -_______-
oh anw, i have been reading this book "Remember Me?" by Sophie Kinsella who writes the whole Shopaholics series and its pretty interesting that i even caught my mom forgoing tv for the book.
:)
okay time t get back t the book and sleep maybe.
bestfriend, good luck and have fun during work.
will meet u for break/dinner when im in town, put on loads of concealer they dont want ju-ons there im sure.
ANY NICE STUFF, remember to text me.
Cant believe I havent blogged for so long.
my lifes is pretty routined now.
like wake up for lunch, tv till dinnertime, dinner, shopping or movie, tv, online, books, sleep.
Last week was ...... i cant really remember?
We went out with the boy's friends on a Saturday they were a friendly and funny bunch i must say, dinner with his parents in the evening at Kallang before slacking ard at his place
We had Tim Sum at Grand Central Hotel the next day with my mom.
food was not bad, but we still prefers the ones at Ah Yat.
Caught Beverly Hill Chihuahua that day with the boy.
the movie was good and very funny. :)
worth watching.
Went for the Gala Preview for Cape No.7 yesterday
Heard the show was rated no.1 in Taiwan.
The cast were at the premiere too and somehow Vann Fan looks damn different now. o.O
anw the movie is like slight above average i guess? nowhere as fantastic as what the media says.
Daddy got us JJ's Music Party 3 at Max Pavilion on Sunday.
got two extra tickets, so had the Nigel & Alvin t come along.
Mos for lunch with the mom
Evening, we went over to this bahkutteh place opposite Central for a light dinner as Alden's friend was working there so we decided to pop by to try it out
okay food was gooood, or maybe it was cos of the heavy downpour that made the peppery soup taste super shiok.
anw the mini concert was not bad
we headed to Suntec to pick Keith up for supper at Cine.
Up to Mt Faber after that.
okay that night was pretty fun although we were abit too much.
Hate to rant but i have been eating eating & eating alot these days.
Jack's Place (okay craving for the lobster bisque & escargots again)
Darren's treat to Sakura for buffet dinner (whose quality & variety were only average or really bad if u compare to Carousel's, but you pay for what you get yes i know. Not going to drop by again anytime in near future, unlessssss town's eateries are all packed and we dont really have much of a choice.)
Mos Burger, mom's craving. -_______-"
Swensens for really late dinner past 10pm.
Hip Diner.
Pastamania.
Aston.
NYNY.
Thai.
Tim Sum.
Macs.
:(
gotta start losing weight next week hopefully.
(or maybe pick up S*****G)
k bye.
tmr its the boy's official last day of school before his papers.
Shall accompany him to mug. i can read my books so biatch, dont worry about me getting bored or anything la. :)
Im feeling so terribly awful now.
i just killed a mosquito damnit after my leg already got bitten.
im sneezing and freezing with the aircon.
everything uncomfortable, but just not feeling sleepy.
tmd, its already going 5am.
no wonder pat zai says im bey ji dong, jian goot tao even i find myself hurting my whole body too haiz.
and i havent watched my ep4 of gg season 2 yet.
anw im sorry with the stuff i said just now.
i think i was feeling sick and badmooding and being everything mean i really feel very bad and very upset with myself for being such a horrid bitch at times.
whatever it is, i just cant wait to run and hug you tmr mr wee and tell you more secrets hee hee hee
okay dont be pissed by the time, im gg to try to sleep now.
vodka boy x jackass juliet.
we've been spending so much time together it feels as though we practically live under the same roof.
changi gays, crazy suppers, hotel 626, online movies at 3am why does every little thing seem so perfectly awesome & fun when its with you.
this week was great again!
We went Vivo sometime this week it was either monday/tuesday/wednesday i seriously cant remember but it doesnt make much of a difference anyway
well, it was wednesday i guess we did some shopping before rushing for movie? LOL.
Thursday was Paragon day where the boy tried to make a joke out of Miu Miu -___-"
okay i think he is still a closet fan of Chanel yay!
did the Coffee Club there i like the sandwiches despite its super large size.
bought another tee for the boy from Ben Sherman :D
it makes me feel damn happy to buy him stuff i dont know why.
thats love i guess.
Friday, we headed to my aunt's place to bake pineapple tarts and almond cookies after Thai Express at Tiong Bahru.
Thai Express is like our new dinner place recently, and i believe it will still be before we find a better (and as convenient) Thai restaurant.
Slept in till late on Saturday.
we changed out of our pjs, headed over to GWC for Macdonalds practically right after
doesnt matter we were looking damn zzzz, was damn hungry and craving for macs
by the time we were done and all, was like 4pm gosh somehow the first half of my day always seem to end real fast.
went back and prepared and all, cabbed to Cine to meet up with Keith.
Did the HK Cafe after a really long time.
okay even the manager and waitstaff commented we havent been there for long uh-huh.
tommy and jackson came awhile later
More of a catching up session rather than dinner.
me and keith were practically blabbering non stop in our endless topics while the two army boys indulge in their army talks
i miss these boys. esp keith okay i miss our working days where literally everyday was supper supper supper, then i start complaining about feeling fat.
anw it was really good to meet up with you guys we should do it more often and longer next time pls if u guys can forgo boooze and girls.
and its also wonderful how my superboy can tahan and listen to our talks that go on and on.
no wonder they say opposites attract. o.O
cabbed back over to the boy's house.
drove over to Changi Village later but we didnt see any trans.
back to town in the end for Starbucks.
was getting sleepy by then headed off at 1 plus.
okay. so the boy and me went back to my place.
my mom made us Cognac chicken.
niceeeee, but 1am was abit weird timing for that huh.
but still goood.
then my dad came home at 3amish with chilli crabs.
so me mom and alden had to eat that crab which was quite big
i puked out the oil after that :(
recently my body hasnt been able to take in too much oily stuff so yeah but im a sucker for crabs so yeah. -_________-"
Slept in again on sunday afternoon.
had lunch at home before leaving to town.
went to the boy's hobby shop he got a new model i think its for me lol.
walked ard went over to dfs to help keith check out the tee
yay i think im gg to get one next week too.
went back to my place to pick my mom up we went over to Suntec for dinner.
Deciding between Japanese and Chinese, chose xiaolongbaos at Crystal Jade in the end.
did the Carrefour to pass time after dinner before heading home.
Weather today was really good to sleep in.
okay i feel so lazy and tired nowadays.
tv-ed the entire day.
from china dramas, to tw serials to channel 8 repeats.
met up with the boy in the evening.
did the Swensens.
and i Think the banana crumble is making me feel sick.
it has been 6 hours after the meal already i still feel very jerlat and zek from it.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Goodnight. 4.42am now oh no.
hello weekend holiday!
30 mins to my first day of work and im still at home in my pjs.
WOW. o.O
xoxo!
hope my legs dont turn jelly.


